Kambo & Ayahuasca Experience Dewi – 2 Months Later

July 31, 2020

“Oh, wow … Are you going to attend an Ayahuasca Ceremony again? That’s your third since this summer, why are you going to participate again?”

I got this question a few times during the past few weeks. Because Yes, I’m going to Maria Johanna again this month (December 2018) for an Ayahuasca Ceremony. And to think about the fact that it took years to have the courage to finally take part in an Ayahuasca Ceremony. Gosh, how exciting I was!

I did not dare to do Ayahuasca

I watched a lot of movies. I have been reading several blogs and stories. Visited websites and did not dare to do it every time. But last summer it finally happened.

I was feeling stuck within myself and wanted to break through some patterns and self-sabotage.

For years I have been working on myself to become a better version of myself. I have done coaching, a lot of self-reflection, family counseling, therapy and other (self) development methods. So I am living a conscious life.

Mother Ayahuasca kept calling me!

You probably recognise this… Somewhere you feel stuck.. As if you hit a wal? You run into something in yourself, you can not break something, but really like the thought of solving this. You have a strong wish to break that habit or pattern.

And then suddenly you are fed up and you want to go through something or leave something behind. At that a moment I came across a message from Maria Johanna about Instagram and Facebook. There it was “My calling to learn from Mother Ayahuasca“.

Kambo & Ayahuasca

De I chose a Combination Retreat: Kambo & Ayahuasca. I experienced the Kambo as a physical and mental cleansing in preparation for the Ayahuasca. Worked grounding, cleansing and enlightening for me. In my video (above) I tell you more about what it has done for me.

Believe me ‘That vomiting was a Special Experience’

Ayahuasca is a very different experience from Kambo. I was not looking forward to the vomiting!? Not everybody has to vomit, but believe me… If you do feel that you should, it’s better throw it out. Haha. As weird as it may sound; ‘Vomiting was a special experience’. Especially the second day.I could easily surrender myself (literally and figuratively). I was very aware what the ayahuasca did with my body. Felt literally how the Ayahuasca was working on releasing negativity, heavy emotions and how Ayahuasca released toxins of food, old pain and more… and how I could surrendered to this healing process.

Surrender & Release.

Literally surrender & release. Bizarre how you can literally throw negativity out of your body. When there was nothing left in my stomach and guess what? I squeezed out some more air. Felt a bit like that scene from the movie The Green Mile where that big dark man gurgling out the negativity and receive healing.

It was as if I was lying on an operating table with Lightworkers or Angels

After releasing several old situations, pains and emotions that passed, the next phase in my Ayahuasca journey seemed to be presented: It was as if I was lying on an operating table with an angel in my head who was in the lead.It seemed as if I was being scanned with red light by lightworkers or angels. They checked whether there was still negativity that had to come loose. It felt like a reset on spiritual, mental and physical level.

That sense of Great Trust is still There!

It felt pretty strange and my first reaction was that I started wobbling with my whole body, but the feeling of energetic reset suddenly gave me a feeling of love and deep trust. That feeling of great confidence is still there. What I find most special is that I shared my experience with a few people from the group after the ceremony … and guess what? Some had the same experience! I searched for a picture and found one (there were only more lightworkers in my imagination)!

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