House of oneness
“Oh, wow … Are you going to attend an Ayahuasca Ceremony again? That’s your third since this summer, why are you going to participate again?”
I got this question a few times during the past few weeks. Because Yes, I’m going to Maria Johanna again this month (December 2018) for an Ayahuasca Ceremony. And to think about the fact that it took years to have the courage to finally take part in an Ayahuasca Ceremony. Gosh, how exciting I was!
I watched a lot of movies. I have been reading several blogs and stories. Visited websites and did not dare to do it every time. But last summer it finally happened.
I was feeling stuck within myself and wanted to break through some patterns and self-sabotage.
For years I have been working on myself to become a better version of myself. I have done coaching, a lot of self-reflection, family counseling, therapy and other (self) development methods. So I am living a conscious life.
You probably recognise this… Somewhere you feel stuck.. As if you hit a wal? You run into something in yourself, you can not break something, but really like the thought of solving this. You have a strong wish to break that habit or pattern.
And then suddenly you are fed up and you want to go through something or leave something behind. At that a moment I came across a message from Maria Johanna about Instagram and Facebook. There it was “My calling to learn from Mother Ayahuasca“.